Contentment Creator
Wasted
Wasting time
Wasting my mind
Wasted trying to grow online
A podcast that makes me want to take on the world
Instead I’m resting and slowly getting old
I’m content making content but I’m not sure who will see
The anonymous input from the other side of the screen
Does it matter to me? Should I sell my art for free?
The endless stream of information could just make me scream
I want to be seen, appreciated and validated
I want to be loved for the art that I’ve created
I’m not lacking enough to work hard for my survival
But I won’t get paid enough and I’m living in denial
Online or in person where’s my community?
My search for identity has caused more insecurity
I’m lost and low, unsure of where to go
So I guess I’ll keep on sharing if you just like and follow
Lately, I've been reflecting on how to share my writing with the world. I care deeply about being seen and heard—the extrovert in me craves that attention. I've shared snippets online in various formats, but my anxiety has always held me back from fully committing—until recently.
In a conversation with a friend about my nerves, she said, "Time will pass anyway." She was referring to starting a degree later in life, but it struck me as a truth that applies to so much. In three years, three years will have passed. I could try and fail, or try and succeed. But with how quickly the media landscape is changing, it's impossible to predict the outcome. At least by sharing my creativity, I can release it from my system and, hopefully, put some authenticity, vulnerability, and love into the world. My hope is that it will inspire others to do the same.
We live in an age of unparalleled freedom, which comes with endless choices. We are all creators, and once you recognize this, the power to design your life is in your hands. You have full control over your projects, and you can become an artist in your own right.
Check out my other blog “The Role Of Creativity In Healing”
The most powerful art often comes from vulnerability, and what we’re most proud of tends to be the most authentic. Yet, in today’s oversaturated world of content, it’s intimidating to share a piece of yourself, unsure if it will be seen—or even noticed.
We've been told to follow our passions: "Do what you love, and you'll never work a day in your life." But what happens when what you love becomes work? Suddenly, you realize how much harder it is to make a sustainable income from art than we've been led to believe. Despite the challenges, it’s crucial to share ourselves with the world. Others need your honesty, and every mindful piece of art you create helps keep you grounded. Personally, I find joy in crafting work that others can connect with and appreciate. The world may not yet be fully designed for creatives, but that's changing. More and more, people are craving the kind of healing that media can provide when it's done right.
Sending love,
Dani x
